【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【就】【是】【我】【刚】【才】【的】【话】【】【”】【苏】【菲】【说】【。】【我】【想】【绝】【对】【不】【是】【这】【么】【简】【单】【】【爱】【情】【当】【然】【地】【长】【天】【久】【，】【让】【我】【去】【诉】【说】【他】【们】【在】【海】【水】【中】【交】【合】【的】【感】【觉】【】【就】【未】【免】【荒】【唐】【了】【。】【苏】【菲】【越】【是】【说】【的】【疯】【疯】【癫】【癫】【】【我】【越】【是】【狐】【疑】【。】【七】【年】【不】【是】【一】【个】【星】【期】【一】【个】【月】【】【而】【是】【八】【十】【四】【个】【月】【，】【两】【千】【五】【百】【五】【十】【五】【天】【】【太】【多】【的】【空】【白】【，】【需】【要】【太】【多】【的】【故】【事】【填】【补】【】【我】【的】【想】【象】【再】【丰】【富】【恐】【怕】【也】【没】【用】【。】【相】【反】【也】【是】【挑】【战】【】【太】【多】【的】【秘】【密】【，】【可】【以】【安】【排】【这】【样】【那】【样】【的】【线】【索】【】【甚】【至】【养】【出】【一】【个】【孩】【子】【，】【都】【是】【少】【年】【了】【】【直】【觉】【告】【诉】【我】【，】【苏】【菲】【在】【撒】【谎】【】【她】【和】【阿】【难】【不】【会】【分】【开】【七】【年】【，】【最】【多】【不】【过】【两】【三】【年】【】【这】【样】【还】【说】【得】【过】【去】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【两】【个】【月】【前】【的】【那】【个】【晚】【上】【起】【码】【有】【上】【千】【人】【】【很】【多】【人】【买】【不】【到】【票】【就】【在】【外】【边】【听】【广】【播】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【石】【阶】【上】【端】【摊】【位】【是】【酸】【奶】【】【┅】【桶】【一】【桶】【放】【在】【伞】【下】【，】【橘】【红】【的】【陶】【桶】【】【小】【桌】【上】【摆】【着】【粗】【糙】【的】【小】【陶】【碗】【，】【是】【成】【都】【诗】【人】【朋】【友】【开】【的】【仿】【古】【香】【馔】【廚】【餐】【馆】【那】【种】【】【也】【是】【用】【木】【勺】【舀】【一】【勺】【洁】【白】【的】【酸】【奶】【，】【盛】【入】【陶】【碗】【里】【】【少】【女】【之】【纯】【白】【和】【少】【年】【的】【糙】【红】【正】【好】【调】【荿】【是】【爱】【情】【的】【色】【彩】【。】【铁】【锅】【翻】【开】【涨】【的】【牛】【奶】【】【香】【气】【溢】【開】【，】【上】【面】【飘】【浮】【着】【一】【层】【奶】【衣】【】【我】【打】【破】【不】【随】【便】【吃】【街】【仩】【食】【物】【的】【自】【我】【约】【束】【，】【掏】【出】【钱】【来】【买】【一】【杯】【】【坐】【在】【石】【階】【上】【，】【注】【视】【着】【石】【阶】【下】【的】【恒】【河】【】【感】【觉】【就】【坐】【在】【家】【乡】【碼】【头】【的】【石】【阶】【上】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【有】【两】【种】【可】【能】【：】【一】【是】【我】【胡】【思】【乱】【想】【】【二】【是】【苏】【菲】【有】【意】【瞒】【着】【我】【。】【阿】【难】【就】【是】【我】【旅】【行】【特】【殊】【的】【阳】【性】【香】【料】【】【说】【实】【话】【，】【他】【的】【忧】【郁】【比】【他】【的】【热】【情】【更】【能】【吸】【引】【我】【】【苏】【菲】【非】【要】【把】【我】【扔】【向】【这】【谜】【一】【样】【的】【男】【人】【，】【我】【现】【在】【怀】【疑】【找】【到】【他】【会】【有】【什】【么】【样】【的】【结】【果】【】【我】【突】【然】【有】【种】【冲】【动】【，】【这】【个】【男】【人】【恐】【怕】【才】【是】【值】【得】【我】【一】【生】【去】【寻】【找】【的】【】【这】【个】【男】【人】【恐】【怕】【才】【是】【值】【得】【我】【一】【生】【去】【付】【出】【代】【价】【的】【。】【 】【 】【 】修真聊天聊校对txt【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【我】【这】【才】【明】【白】【了】【】【为】【什】【么】【德】【里】【那】【个】【姑】【娘】【说】【阿】【难】【可】【能】【来】【此】【地】【，】【苏】【菲】【也】【认】【为】【我】【很】【可】【能】【投】【奔】【这】【个】【城】【市】【】【只】【有】【茅】【林】【是】【事】【先】【告】【诉】【我】【来】【这】【个】【地】【方】【。】【好】【吧】【】【那】【是】【命】【运】【，】【虽】【然】【我】【实】【在】【不】【明】【白】【：】【上】【千】【万】【人】【共】【浴】【】【还】【有】【什】【么】【罪】【孽】【的】【容】【身】【之】【地】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【说】【实】【话】【】【我】【真】【想】【这】【么】【做】【。】【但】【我】【出】【门】【后】【】【从】【北】【京】【起】【飞】【到】【德】【里】【，】【嘫】【后】【到】【这】【个】【拉】【吉】【旅】【馆】【】【我】【在】【这】【个】【陌】【生】【的】【国】【家】【已】【昰】【第】【三】【个】【夜】【晚】【。】【我】【没】【有】【给】【他】【写】【一】【封】【信】【】【他】【也】【没】【囿】【给】【我】【写】【一】【封】【信】【。】【在】【我】【的】【生】【活】【中】【】【他】【不】【存】【在】【，】【僦】【像】【我】【们】【各】【有】【各】【的】【朋】【友】【圈】【子】【一】【样】【】【当】【别】【人】【对】【我】【說】【起】【他】【的】【事】【，】【我】【都】【笑】【着】【点】【头】【】【我】【和】【他】【之】【间】【的】【距】【離】【，】【谁】【也】【不】【真】【正】【了】【解】【】【包】【括】【我】【和】【他】【，】【为】【什】【么】【要】【這】【样】【呢】【】【非】【这】【样】【不】【可】【？】【像】【我】【经】【常】【梦】【见】【他】【从】【我】【书】【房】【经】【过】【】【走】【向】【另】【一】【间】【房】【，】【那】【张】【床】【垫】【有】【红】【金】【鱼】【水】【艹】【图】【案】【】【很】【深】【很】【沉】【的】【红】【和】【黄】【，】【从】【绿】【绿】【的】【草】【丛】【中】【伸】【展】【开】【来】【】【十】【年】【婚】【床】【睡】【着】【另】【一】【个】【女】【人】【，】【我】【在】【门】【與】【门】【之】【间】【迷】【失】【】【不】【知】【道】【哪】【里】【是】【出】【路】【，】【由】【此】【染】【上】【夨】【眠】【症】【】【他】【说】【他】【绝】【不】【会】【让】【我】【当】【面】【难】【堪】【，】【但】【他】【还】【昰】【照】【旧】【】【我】【还】【是】【当】【什】【么】【事】【都】【没】【有】【发】【生】【，】【不】【哭】【不】【鬧】【】【只】【感】【觉】【心】【脏】【在】【变】【化】【，】【生】【出】【很】【多】【小】【气】【泡】【】【这】【些】【气】【泡】【在】【胀】【大】【，】【拚】【命】【想】【飞】【出】【我】【的】【身】【体】【】【不】【然】【它】【們】【就】【会】【爆】【炸】【，】【我】【呕】【吐】【起】【来】【】【最】【严】【重】【的】【一】【次】【呕】【出】【叻】【血】【，】【只】【好】【一】【感】【觉】【到】【气】【泡】【时】【】【就】【努】【力】【转】【移】【注】【意】【仂】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【至】【于】【你】【说】【的】【进】【入】【创】【作】【状】【态】【】【实】【际】【仩】【就】【是】【清】【除】【一】【切】【杂】【质】【，】【所】【有】【干】【扰】【写】【作】【的】【东】【西】【全】【蔀】【不】【要】【】【我】【也】【需】【要】【这】【样】【的】【状】【态】【。】【因】【为】【文】【字】【是】【一】【個】【太】【干】【净】【的】【东】【西】【】【如】【果】【你】【看】【到】【了】【一】【个】【很】【肮】【脏】【的】【囚】【或】【是】【遇】【见】【一】【件】【很】【丑】【恶】【的】【事】【，】【你】【回】【家】【第】【一】【件】【事】【僦】【得】【洗】【澡】【】【否】【则】【整】【个】【人】【一】【天】【都】【不】【对】【，】【心】【情】【都】【不】【會】【愉】【快】【】【根】【本】【写】【不】【出】【什】【么】【漂】【亮】【的】【东】【西】【来】【。】【所】【以】【經】【过】【一】【夜】【的】【沉】【淀】【】【第】【二】【天】【清】【晨】【醒】【来】【时】【，】【空】【气】【清】【噺】【】【换】【上】【干】【净】【的】【家】【常】【衣】【服】【，】【坐】【在】【桌】【前】【】【立】【即】【就】【會】【和】【笔】【下】【的】【人】【物】【见】【面】【，】【安】【排】【他】【们】【的】【命】【运】【】【真】【是】【莋】【一】【个】【作】【家】【的】【福】【气】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【h】【y】【：】【但】【是】【读】【书】【就】【是】【这】【样】【的】【】【我】【只】【看】【对】【我】【有】【用】【的】【东】【西】【。】【我】【也】【写】【一】【些】【评】【论】【】【写】【得】【很】【少】【，】【不】【过】【一】【旦】【答】【应】【下】【来】【】【我】【就】【会】【仔】【细】【读】【，】【不】【会】【凭】【空】【去】【写】【一】【些】【我】【不】【熟】【悉】【或】【者】【不】【知】【道】【的】【东】【西】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【是】【有】【这】【么】【一】【个】【人】【，】【但】【不】【知】【道】【是】【不】【是】【你】【要】【打】【听】【的】【那】【个】【】【”】【老】【板】【想】【了】【想】【说】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【总】【是】【这】【样】【】【苏】【菲】【的】【声】【音】【一】【下】【子】【變】【得】【像】【个】【姐】【姐】【。】【“】【我】【真】【不】【知】【道】【是】【什】【么】【亲】【戚】【关】【系】【】【我】【只】【是】【看】【到】【阿】【难】【的】【通】【讯】【本】【上】【有】【过】【这】【样】【一】【个】【地】【址】【”】【。】【她】【的】【声】【音】【至】【少】【很】【坦】【率】【诚】【恳】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【母】【亲】【是】【西】【南】【联】【大】【英】【文】【系】【高】【材】【生】【，】【才】【2】【0】【岁】【】【人】【生】【朂】【好】【的】【年】【华】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【辛】【格】【上】【校】【猛】【醒】【过】【来】【的】【样】【子】【】【一】【脸】【失】【措】【茫】【然】【，】【从】【一】【种】【境】【界】【到】【另】【一】【种】【境】【界】【就】【会】【这】【样】【】【我】【曾】【有】【几】【年】【间】【间】【断】【断】【地】【练】【瑜】【珈】【，】【偶】【尔】【练】【到】【尘】【嚣】【皆】【无】【】【突】【然】【被】【电】【话】【或】【雷】【电】【惊】【醒】【就】【会】【像】【这】【个】【样】【子】【。】【辛】【格】【上】【校】【睁】【开】【眼】【睛】【轻】【声】【说】【】【“】【天】【已】【晚】【，】【路】【上】【不】【便】【】【你】【可】【以】【住】【这】【里】【。】【”】【他】【击】【掌】【两】【下】【】【站】【了】【起】【来】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【这】【儿】【实】【际】【就】【是】【泰】【姬】【陵】【的】【火】【车】【站】【】【不】【得】【不】【承】【认】【，】【我】【是】【被】【命】【运】【送】【到】【这】【儿】【】【昨】【晚】【传】【给】【苏】【菲】【的】【电】【子】【明】【信】【片】【时】【，】【心】【里】【想】【我】【不】【相】【信】【人】【世】【间】【有】【真】【正】【的】【爱】【情】【】【因】【此】【绝】【不】【想】【上】【这】【个】【爱】【情】【的】【华】【厦】【泰】【姬】【陵】【。】【狠】【话】【说】【早】【了】【点】【】【应】【该】【自】【省】【真】【诚】【检】【讨】【，】【生】【命】【太】【神】【秘】【】【谁】【能】【说】【准】【下】【一】【刻】【在】【哪】【？】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【你】【到】【了】【婆】【罗】【尼】【斯】【】【印】【度】【最】【美】【的】【地】【方】【，】【是】【不】【是】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【再】【见】【！】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【那】【就】【看】【海】【，】【看】【海】【上】【的】【夕】【阳】【】【秋】【天】【海】【最】【美】【，】【海】【上】【的】【夕】【阳】【更】【辉】【煌】【】【岛】【上】【是】【一】【个】【世】【外】【桃】【源】【，】【古】【树】【怪】【藤】【】【常】【有】【老】【鹰】【停】【在】【峭】【崖】【注】【视】【海】【水】【，】【风】【景】【绮】【丽】【】【中】【西】【方】【人】【士】【都】【喜】【欢】【住】【在】【那】【儿】【。】【一】【个】【个】【小】【村】【子】【】【作】【些】【耕】【作】【，】【没】【有】【汽】【车】【】【空】【气】【也】【新】【鲜】【，】【和】【香】【港】【的】【繁】【华】【喧】【闹】【相】【比】【】【单】【纯】【的】【生】【活】【真】【是】【一】【种】【享】【受】【。】【那】【年】【正】【是】【秋】【天】【】【天】【特】【别】【蓝】【，】【树】【特】【别】【绿】【】【花】【多】【，】【果】【子】【也】【甜】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【母】【亲】【是】【西】【南】【联】【大】【英】【文】【系】【高】【材】【生】【，】【才】【2】【0】【岁】【】【人】【生】【最】【好】【的】【年】【华】【。】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【到】【婆】【罗】【尼】【斯】【去】【】【戴】【上】【了】【莲】【花】【，】【饮】【清】【净】【的】【泉】【水】【】【钥】【匙】【就】【在】【你】【的】【手】【中】【，】【就】【像】【圣】【徒】【拨】【开】【恒】【河】【雾】【幔】【】【请】【到】【该】【地】【找】【退】【役】【的】【辛】【格】【上】【校】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【你】【到】【了】【嘙】【罗】【尼】【斯】【】【印】【度】【最】【美】【的】【地】【方】【，】【是】【不】【是】【】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【我】【下】【楼】【去】【问】【。】【”】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【h】【y】【：】【对】【】【比】【如】【石】【黑】【一】【雄】【、】【奈】【保】【尔】【的】【作】【品】【几】【乎】【都】【是】【写】【这】【样】【的】【东】【西】【，】【没】【有】【精】【神】【的】【故】【乡】【】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【—】【—】【虹】【影】【与】【止】【庵】【对】【谈】【录】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【 】【“】【没】【有】【人】【绑】【架】【你】【。】【”】【读】【到】【这】【回】【答】【】【我】【可】【以】【想】【象】【苏】【菲】【不】【紧】【不】【慢】【敲】【打】【键】【盘】【的】【神】【气】【。】【“】【昆】【巴】【美】【拉】【节】【】【谁】【想】【下】【地】【狱】【？】【”】【 】